Thursday, July 03, 2008
to return to birth-state,
sitting on the floor.
a silent emotional
bath,
as a form of release.
16:47.30 marked the end.
moving off
to the refrigerator
and picking up a heart-shaped sweet.
all this despite the tube
which was previously devoured;
needed it.
then the phone
rang.
the silence in this empty shell was
pierced.
so it was picked up,
a reply to the ring
so silent
only two could hear.
the breaking apart
relieved,
for the issue was placed on
the more
'sensible' or
the 'wiser'.
even without
direct presence,
the enclosure kept
sound-proof.
choosing not to backpaddle,
standing firm yet
utterly destroyed.
the 'cold wall' was
started by me,
but it continued feverishly with no
end in sight
by not
the initiator.
if the weaker species looked upon another
in pain,
why does it not penetrate the wall.
yet again,
it is highly possible that
hatred and self-pity
have ironically desensitised
one from her
own flesh and blood.
"If a picture is worth a thousand words, then a flow of tears can contain a million."
this silence shall persist.
mused at 5:00 pm
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